*Tired…..*

By Freek at 12:15 pm on Friday, March 30, 2007

Yesterday, i conked out real early. In the evening around 6+, I was already asleep. Woke up when Dy came home and slept back again when he left for class around 7.45pm.

Till this morning.

I was dead, dead tired.

I think it’s just my brain. My brain is tired. I haven’t been very sharp these day. I take a few seconds to call my kids’ names. I take a few seconds to register what people say. All because there are a lot of things playing through my mind. Sometimes it feels like I’m going crazy. I wanna push that ugly thought away though. Right now, as I let it out, I’ll at the same time, remind myself.

If it’s time for you, then it’s time.

It’s just a reminder to think more of Him.

Don’t get too caught up with it. Nobody’s pushing you to it. And it’s just a reminder that you forgot.

You forgot that he comes first.

Forgetfulness is a dangerous thing to start. It just keeps on growing and growing. And in the end, a lot of bad things happen.

Thank you, baby. *hugz*

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*………….*

By Freek at 9:30 am on Tuesday, March 27, 2007

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If you ask me, even I will forget what they mean after 5 minutes. Just needed to type something to let go of some stuff in my head. Sometimes, we need a little self-reflection. And me, I’m the sort who needs to let it off instead of it circling my head. Used to scribble/doodle. Since I’m now online, I thought I’d just do a bit of crap-typing.

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The ego has landed.

And crashed.

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We need to change.

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How long has it been.

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*Some random thoughts….*

By Freek at 11:23 am on Monday, March 26, 2007

I wanna watch TMNT. I’m so itching to catch it. Relive my old days when TMNT was the first English movie I caught with me family. That time, it was the real thing, no C.G.I. But yeah, animated or not, I will still catch it. I don’t dig the TMNT cartoon these days. Make the Toitles(the way Beebop always pronounce “Turtles”) look darn evil – slit eye and all. I like Leo by the way, naturally, since I love blue. Haha. And as they say, “Cowabunga!”

Me eyes feel rather strained from  Saturday. Maybe for staring into the PC too long. It’s a bit sore on both eyes. To think I was thinking of buying lenses today. Will have to buy and keep those for some other day.

Basically, no one can help you if you don’t help yourself. You can’t accomplish anything if priorities are wrong.

I can’t believe they didn’t censor Wi-ll Smi-th’s butt in i-Robot yesterday.

I was fat. Slimmed down. Getting fat again.

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles!
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles!
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles!
Heroes in a half-shell,
Turtle Power!
They’re the world’s most fiercesome fighting team.(Donatello: We’re really hip!)
They’re heroes in the half-shell and they’re green.
(Raphael: Hey, get a grip!)
When the evil Shredder attacks, These turtle boys don’t cut him no slack!
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles!
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles!
Splinter taught them to be ninja teens. (Leonardo: He’s a radical rat!)
Leonardo leads, Donatello does machines. (Donatello: That’s a fact, Jack!)
Raphael is cool, but rude. (Raphael: Give me a break!)
Michaelangelo is a party dude. (Michaelangelo: Party!)
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles! Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles!
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles!
Heroes in a half-shell,
Turtle Power!

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*The short, short weekend…*

By Freek at 1:56 pm on Sunday, March 25, 2007

The reason why I don’t buy nasi briani in school when it is sold Thurdays only and at dirt-cheap price of $1.50, is because my in-laws are in the briani business. And I steer away from any other briani because…

1) my in-laws sometimes give us briani when they get orders..

2) I get to eat briani when they cook for weddings

3) When I do eat their briani, I eat lots and lots cos’ they are so addictive.

So, yesterday was spent under blk 142 cutting the ingredients. It’s for an Arab family wedding so, I think there’re loads of Arab people over there right now as I type this. Yes, I’m stuck at home doing worksheets while his family and mine, busy themselves with catering food there. Sigh…

Yesterday, I decided to cut away the 3 big, red plastic bag full of cucumbers since I will NEVER in my life, cut brinjals because worms thrive in it.(precisely why I don’t eat brinjals either). Anyhows, true enough, my sis in law and aunt were squirming cos there were lots of them. Me? At every squirm they made, I stood up and ran away. Yes, I’m that darn squirmish of them.

Ok, sorry. Back to cucumbers though, the cucumbers were meant for the acar timun.

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Before, I never ate acar timun when I went to weddings with me mum. But after trying out my in-laws’ acar, it has become a must-have in my brianis. Heh. I’ve been helping out with Dy’s family catering business since our relationship got “found out” 4 years ago.(yes, we went out for 2 years before being “found out”) *LOL*

Anyways, here’s 2 of the 3 trays I cut up yesterday.

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And here’s the whole briani set fresh from this morning.(minus my favourite ayam masak merah cos’ it’s already finished. *sulks*)

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Why so little, you say? Well, it’s my third helping. *lol*

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*R 2 1….and of buTs…*

By Freek at 8:09 am on Wednesday, March 21, 2007

(Edited. The thought that my kids could be reading this, slipped my mind. *lol*) 

Dy and I watched 3-oo yesterday. It was R21 but I swear I thought it was that way due to the gore. But, yeah, I was wrong and like T-roy, there were a lot of nakedunclothed people going around. But I was right on the gore.

It was like watching a movie through a museum masterpiece or something. Heh. Real nice. War movies does get to me sometimes. Like, LOTR. Does get my goosebumps up. In such movies, I always await the battlecry. Some really good battlecries were those in Braveheart, LOTR and even T-roy. I didn’t like Alex-andra the G-reat’s battle cry. Wasn’t, inspiring. At the end of the movie, it was like J-et Li’s “Her-o”. One man, against a rain of arrows. Touching to the end.

Yes, ok. I had to ogle at G. BUTTler’s gluteus maximus and also, the many nicely carved bodies the actors had apparently had to show off for the whole length of the movie(though some, to me,were too shapely to the pointof looking a bit funny). Anyhows, don’t take it the wrong way. Though my man doesn’t have those washboard abs, I ogle at him anyways. Heh. It’s just shallow to like people just for the way their bodies are, ain’t it?

I guess it’s because, I lurvvved G. BUTTler in Phantom and yeaps, that’s pretty much why, it was a moment of, admiration.*lol* Of course, Dy did get a bit crazy over that thought.

In the end, it’s you I want, baby. You have a nice ass too. Plus Envy. *lol*

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