Yesterday, i conked out real early. In the evening around 6+, I was already asleep. Woke up when Dy came home and slept back again when he left for class around 7.45pm.

Till this morning.

I was dead, dead tired.

I think it’s just my brain. My brain is tired. I haven’t been very sharp these day. I take a few seconds to call my kids’ names. I take a few seconds to register what people say. All because there are a lot of things playing through my mind. Sometimes it feels like I’m going crazy. I wanna push that ugly thought away though. Right now, as I let it out, I’ll at the same time, remind myself.

If it’s time for you, then it’s time.

It’s just a reminder to think more of Him.

Don’t get too caught up with it. Nobody’s pushing you to it. And it’s just a reminder that you forgot.

You forgot that he comes first.

Forgetfulness is a dangerous thing to start. It just keeps on growing and growing. And in the end, a lot of bad things happen.

Thank you, baby. *hugz*