*Apologies…*
Thanks for the words of comfort with regards to my previous entry.
My sincerest apologies to?you guys for?my rather sordid previous entry.
It’s just prolly my prelude to the “mo-flo”, though?(what G. Ong suggested “monthly flow” be called rather than PMS and stuff). Nasty time of the month. Makes me do and say terrible things sometimes.
I promise, henceforth, I shall refrain from the use of? profanities, bearing in mind I have some young readers who pop by once in a blue moon.
It will be difficult, but I’ll try.
It was just an avenue for me to vent out some pent-up steam so that my Monday wouldn’t kick off with all the bad karma. Though I’m still pissed about it, lugging it around like excess baggage, I’m feeling a weeny bit better than before I did. So, yeah, it took me a lot of swearing and cursing but it lifted a bit of the load strapped on my mind. I’m a sinner. Everybody is. But I pray to God for forgiveness and that He shows them that other people have feelings and can get offended.
I wish I could be like Dy sometimes. Take it in one ear and out the other. But, to my misfortune, I’m sometimes head-strong and kinda blunt about things that I take a disliking to.?I don’t really believe in smiling through my teeth if I get offended. Rather, I have a face that perfectly reflects how I feel inside. And if you’re being obnoxious, you can bet I’ll give you a disgusted look. That is if you’re lucky. If you aren’t, get ready to shed blood in the battle of words with me.
Really, I’m actually, a dormant volcano. I’m most of the time calm, and cheerful and happy-go-lucky. I live by fun and humour peppered with sarcasms. But I believe people know, that it’s just in the name of laughter and not in any way, meant as insults. But dormant volcanoes do erupt sometimes. And seriously, I psyche myself up every single day, telling myself, “Today, I am one day older. I’ll mellow down a bit more.”
And mellow I strive to be.
Truth be told, I’m a simple person. I couldn’t care less about what people say.
But, please, do thread carefully. Cos’ Suhainis may not be such a nice laydee when she gets her toes stepped on.
Oh, well. Moving along.

