*Epitome….*
Wanna know how PMS and the cramps that goes with it, affects a woman and her mood swings?
Yours truly is one subjec you can study.
Menses really suck. I know that when I get old and menses doesn’t come, I’d prolly worry but right now, menses brings only pain to me. It gets so bad that I sometimes can’t even be near a fan room without having goosebumps, let alone in an air-conned room. And on days when I’ll be having a looOOoong day ahead, God knows what will happen to the kids and others when they push the wrong buttons. Currently, I’m waiting for lessons with the bigger ones. I went through with the small ones quite fine but the pain is building up.
And as for the breakdown I had this previous weekend, blame it on the hormonal changes leading up to this week’s period. Why am I talking about my period in the blogging world for all to see? One, it’s to make obvious that no baby is in the making.. so stop asking. Dy and I are taking it slow and if it happens, it happens but if it doesn’t, it means more US time and more time for stability.
Two, it’s for readers out there to understand what triggered my previous entry. How my mood is affected by my own internal body going-ons. It more often than not affects by the part of my brain which controls my emotions. So, there you go. Keh!
Aight, off to class! Thanks for the wishes and prayers. I’m actually fine now. Just that split moment of going berserk. *hugs to all* And have a nice day. (spoke too soon. it’s pouring. nice day to sleep in. bah!)


Comment by ain
April 3, 2007 @ 1:33 pm
yeay..ur ok now kak..best2..hehehe..menses mood swings,so hated it but at the same so gratefull with it..hmmm kak ni baru menses eh klau menopause mcm ne eh cnfirm i angkat white flag ah..