*To know… or not to know…*

By Freek at 2:38 pm on Sunday, April 29, 2007

It’s a dilemma.

Dy said, sometimes it’s better not to know cos’ he knows I think a lot about things and that I freak out quite easily.

But not knowing, leaves me in the dark. And paranoid.

About her, I don’t want to know anymore. Cos’ she wants to be free. And I’m not her mum. She doesn’t realize how much everyone loves her. It’s a phase, I guess. I just hope she doesn’t realize things too late.

Precisely why, I only want a year of it. Any longer, I’ll have to much to bear on these tired shoulders.

About that part of me, I need to know. Tomorrow, I will know. I hope nothing’s there.

It sucks when you have to tolerate occasional pain in the gut but not knowing whether it’s gonna kill you in the long run or not. Call me being paranoid.. but I’ve known people in the past who ignore it and are paying the price now.

I don’t want that, you know.

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It’s hard to save money when you’re married.

But we’ll do it one at at time. I’m glad you understand.

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Comment by Suhaila

April 29, 2007 @ 7:36 pm

Hey babe. I hope and pray that it’s nothing serious/life-threatening. Let me know okay? *hugs*

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Comment by Declone

April 29, 2007 @ 8:28 pm

No worries, im so super confident that Katak is one of the best saver in the world lol. Even time NS, tea o.. Hahha.. Lunch, compactor biaser.. 😉

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Comment by Drubilee

May 4, 2007 @ 1:33 am

Oh my god….i have to agree on the last line…it is horribly hard for married couples to save…and it seems that each time we say we want to work doubly hard on the savings, we end up spending more.

Goodness, it’s like a curse!!

And we’re not even parenting yet!! 😆

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